Wars have basically ruled the world throughout the centuries. 

And I used to think that the planet is safer now but now it seems like it becomes more dangerous every day. 
So we need to find the little things that make us feel peaceful, make us feel safe and we need to hold on to them. 

The following things make me safe: 

1. Spending time with my family
2. Laughing with my brother
3. spending the night with my boyfriend
4. Skyping with my best friend
5. listening to music that carries me away
6. i love to dance 
7. i love animals, especially dogs and horses and love spending time with them
8. i love some activities such as running, swimming, horse riding and riding roller coasters
9. I LOVE EATING! There's nothing like the Italian Cuisine! 
10. I love the feeling of having accomplished something. I love to learn. There is nothing that i love more than learning. And I'm not talking about studying for school, I'm talking about learning for life, learning about myself, developing myself. 

I love to know that all these things made me the person I am now. And considering that i will be on my own very soon, i'm glad that i have these things. Because they will make it easy for me. 

They make traveling easy. I learnt to let go and be open minded about things that scare the sh*t out of you. I moved three times already and these moves were huge. I moved to different continents and always left everything behind. Except for the things that i mentioned above. 

They are in my heart, deeply hidden. And only I hold the key to it.

There are some movies that make you feel like you're in a different world such as Harry Potter or Pirates of the Caribbean. Both are actually favorites of mine as i love escaping. I'm definitely a person that likes to run away and if i'm steady somewhere, i dream of being somewhere else. 

I'm in Germany right now but i want to leave, see the world, move back to Asia. Or maybe a world that i don't know yet. Just a world that has magic in it, that makes you feel so comfortable and so special that you've found your own individual paradise. My paradise is probably a fantasy world since my favorite movies are at least 50% Fantasy. 

I recently came about a song that makes me feel sad, makes me feel magical. It makes me feel so down to earth and back to the roots that i listen to it over and over again. 
It reminds me of dreams that you have.. or should have. It reminds me of my strength and the strength that i lost over the years. Its never easy when you actually don't know where you're roots are. 

But it's comfortable to know that a single song can make me feel like i found them. 


Ed Sheeran - I see Fire

If this is to end in fire
Then we should all burn together
Watch the flames climb high into the night
Calling out father, stand by and we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on the mountain side

And if we should die tonight
Then we should all die together
Raise a glass of wine for the last time
Calling out father, prepare as we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on the mountain side
Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire, inside the mountain
I see fire, burning the trees
And I see fire, hollowing souls
I see fire, blood in the breeze
And I hope that you'll remember me

Oh, should my people fall
Then surely I'll do the same
Confined in mountain halls
We got too close to the flame
Calling out father hold fast and we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on the mountain side
Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire, inside the mountain
I see fire, burning the trees
I see fire, hollowing souls
I see fire, blood in the breeze
And I hope that you'll remember me

And if the night is burning
I will cover my eyes
For if the dark returns then
My brothers will die
And as the sky's falling down
It crashed into this lonely town
And with that shadow upon the ground
I hear my people screaming out

Now I see fire, inside the mountain
I see fire, burning the trees
I see fire, hollowing souls
I see fire, blood in the breeze

I see fire, oh you know I saw a city burning (fire)
I see fire, feel the heat upon my skin (fire)
And I see fire (fire)
And I see fire burn auburn on the mountain side

shh...listen don't you hear
I'm crying but they are silent tears
I'm crying on the inside so you can't see
all the pain running though me 
I cry for you I cry for me
I cry for the times I can't
so if you listen you may hear my silent tears.

Off to the Canaries <3 

A very merry christmas to everybody! 

Rest in Peace, Nelson Mandela. 

Your death is the world's loss. 

K.F: 

"Flight is freedom in its purest form,
To dance with the clouds which follow a storm;

To roll and glide, to wheel and spin,
To feel the joy that swells within;

To leave the earth with its troubles and fly,
And know the warmth of a clear spring sky;

Then back to earth at the end of a day,
Released from the tensions which melted away.

Should my end come while I am in flight,
Whether brightest day or darkest night;

Spare me your pity and shrug off the pain,
Secure in the knowledge that I'd do it again;

For each of us is created to die,
And within me I know,
I was born to fly. "